Resolutions

The new year is literally around the corner.

I am hoping the new year will bring something other than heart aches. This year, 2017, has been difficult to say the least. I miss Rhett, Boo, Siri` and Elmo so much. When does the pain stop and the change into velvet memories of the good times?

God only knows.

I am not content right now. I know Paul said that he had learned how to be content in any circumstance, but for some reason I have a restlessness inside. In times past when I got this feeling, I just simply moved. My moving days are over. Now I crave roots. A gypsy with roots. Who ever heard of a thing?

A friend posted on my Facebook page, an article that stated women who own horses live longer than those who do not. I have 7 horses and have had many more that have crossed that rainbow bridge. Maybe this is Gods way of giving a horse woman peace of mind. It is difficult to say good bye to these wonderful friends, but to be leaving this world and worried about what would happen to your babies after you were gone is a hell I don't wish on anyone. Least of all me.

I hate these nights when I cannot sleep. I have tried just about everything and tonight it is a new concoction that I found on Pinterest. Chamomile tea, coconut oil, raw honey and salt.

Tastes like crap.

I'll let you know how it works.