Christmas and every blogger and vlogger has their Christmas tree decorating video up already. Me? I am just happy to make it to November alive. Maybe not well, but at least alive.
I was working with a patient yesterday whose Mommy had strep throat. Sooooo guess what? I have a sore throat tonight. My head is about to explode in pain and I am as cranky as one can get.
This afternoon I spent crying while sitting on Vanna's grave site. Buddy and Lizzie and Maximoose were so worried and right there beside me. I couldn't figure out why I was in such a bad and sad mood. Now with my throat being sore, I've a pretty good idea of what was going on.
I spent this evening watching YouTube videos on Christmas decorations. Some from this year and some from years past. I cannot believe these vloggers. Everyone, and I mean EVERYONE uses the same voice. Well cadence anyways. The inflection of their narrative is exactly the same and I absolutely abhor the cheeriness and 'cuteness' factor they use when delivering their stories about how they did this and did that. Every. Single. One. I almost barfed.
Everyone changing colors in decor and adding this and taking away that. I almost threw my shoe through my Smart TV which is one thing I truly love in my home. I don't know how I would live without that thing now-a-days.
(My apparently boring tree)
I must really be sick for me to even THINK that.
So between getting sick to my stomach over the saccharine sweetness of stupid narratives and my head exploding, I figured out what I would like to do for my Christmas decorating. Not that I can afford to change much this year, what with the change in jobs and building up a decent caseload of patients, but I did get some inexpensive ideas by traveling back and forth between YouTube and Pinterest. I even had some ideas of my very own.
Now if only I can get motivated to DO anything.
Did I mention I don't feel well? Yeah. That too.
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