Just about to LOSE it.

Had a pretty good day today. I mean, I made it through all the patients I had scheduled with only 2 cancelling, so all is good. Kids were great today, everyone doing well, I was happy and ate 7 layer bean dip and cheap tortilla chips on the way home. All in all a pretty good day.

Until I got on Facebook and started getting messages from an old SNF/Home Health patient I used to see.

This woman has been carrying on for the last few months about me coming to see her and I promised I would once I got back from Colorado. I got busy and didn't get over there. I missed answering a couple of her messages when things got so crazy here. So now she is freaking out. Sending me ultimatums with the words "FINE" in them.

I really don't like ultimatums. I also really don't like stress. And I REALLY don't like dealing with angry people. By the time I get home, feed all the animals, do whatever chores I have lined out to do that day, get inside and get cleaned up, eat something if I have enough energy to actually FIX something, I have pretty much had it.   Why is it so difficult to understand that I don't have a husband to do things for me? I don't have a family that does all my chores! I do those chores myself. I DO everything for me and my animals. I don't have help. I DO IT MYSELF. I am tired when I finally get done. I don't WANT to deal with anyone! I need to decompress.

All I want to do is sit and read a book. Or sit and watch a movie. Or even sit and veg on the computer, even Facebook. But that is difficult to do when you have someone who messages you with basic threats and pleadings and YES. I missed a couple of your messages and when you followed up with a threat...I just don't want to deal. I don't have anything to say that would make the situation better. I wasn't angry before, as a matter of fact, I was surprised when I got that message "forgiving me" for not answering the messages. This has escalated into something icky and I had no idea it was even going on. But now I am weary and getting irritated. Life is short. Cut the drama. LIVE your life and let me live mine. I am simply not that important that you need to see me whenever you want.

Bye Felicia.