And then?
Wednesday I drive the trailer to the new house and begin to unpack all the boxes into various places. Kitchen stuff here, Sewing room stuff there. Books over there and garden tools over here. February marks the last month at the old rental house!
Do you ever wonder if you have made the right choice? This is the time when I cannot go back. Regardless of the doubts I have of my abilities, I have to move forward. I am excited. But I am also sad. And a little scared. In how you look at this situation I am either moving forward or taking a few steps back.
I have always felt that when you pray a prayer and all of a sudden things fall into place, that is God moving. And when you pray a prayer and in trying to move forward you find stumbling blocks, that is God protecting you from a wrong choice.
When I moved to Colorado the stumbling blocks were EVERYWHERE. A trip that should have taken 15 hours took 3 flippin' DAYS. When I made the decision to move back to Arizona, within a week, I had a job. I had a new home and all was clear.
The same with this little house and property. Said a prayer and it fell in my lap, so to speak.
Odd thing. In my devotions this morning from the book, Jesus Calling, by Sarah Young, the text said that when you feel overwhelmed or unsure to just call out His name. He is there.
I am so glad that I do not have to live my adventures alone. I am glad Jesus is there to help me when I stand before my Goliath. I am glad Jesus is there when He bids me to step out in the stormy waters to walk in faith.
And so I shall.
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