Life can be difficult to understand. We all go through hardship and it is that hardship that, to coin a phrase, makes us or breaks us.
This evening, as I was traveling home from work, I had the radio set to one of my favorite pastors, Phillip De Courcy, of "Know the Truth" ministries. One little phrase that he used in this particular sermon, really perked my ears up. It was simply this,
"When bad things happen in life, are you a victim or are you a student?"
WOW.
I have to say this up front, just so you know where I am coming from. I use, as my plumb line, the Bible. I don't understand all of it, to be sure, but when I come up against a problem, my sincere hope and effort go into understanding how and trying to react with the heart of Jesus.
Unfortunately I fail SO many times. I wish I could say differently, but that is the truth.
This truth often makes me sad, and so it was today. With Pastor Phillips words ringing in my ears, I came home, fed and watered horses, fed and watered dogs, fed and watered cats, fed and watered birds and pondered what I had heard all the while.
What kind of person am I? Do I learn from the difficult times? Do I take responsibility for my actions...I mean REALLY take responsibility? Or do I listen to psychology and blame others for the bad things I do and feel? These thoughts are enough to drive one to sit and devour an entire bag of chocolate chips and wash them down with a full 2 litre bottle of Dr Pepper!
So after I finished my outside chores, I came in and sat down on the chair next to my bed to take off my barn boots and chanced to look up at the wall above my bed. And THIS is what I saw.......
These are a few of my favorite things. I keep these things close to me because for whatever reason, they comfort me and I like having them near me where I can look at them as I fall asleep. While I was looking and thinking of the sermon and the problems life has thrown at me, it suddenly hit me. It suddenly became clear and I understood the true meaning of what these possessions represent in my heart and in my life. It was like God spoke to my heart about who I am and where He wants to lead me! Let me explain.......
Remember..... Everyone needs a little sparkle in their lives. A woman who casts a sparkle is rarely forgotten. So sparkle! Let that light SO shine for Me!
You are a daughter of the Almighty King. That makes you a true Princess. In light of this fact, you can be assured that you are precious and you are loved. Because I love you, you can move forward confidently and know I will never leave you or forsake you.
My daughter, never, EVER let go of the wonder and innocence of a child like faith. For such is the kingdom of God!
Never judge someone because of what they look like on the outside. People see the outside, but I am God and I see the heart. There is something to love about everyone, so look to share My love with whomever I place in your life.
Reach for that star! Reach for that star and never give up! My Word will never go forth and come back void!
Believe in your dreams! I put those dreams in your heart for a purpose and I will see that purpose fulfilled. And remember. ALWAYS remember, only an open heart can catch that dream!
There are times I shall set before you a task that seems impossible. Others will encourage you to give up. Don't let others influence you to let go and not finish that task I set in your heart. If you stay with it and complete the job I have for you, you will have blessings you cannot even imagine!
I am blown away. My Father in Heaven loves me with an everlasting love. He sees each detail in my life. Nothing comes to me without first being sifted through fingers of love. Like the metal worker of old, melting down ore to get the gold within. He heats that gold to unbearable temperatures and as it cools the dross or impurities float to the top, where He can skim it and dispose of it. Then He heats it again, and again to do the same thing and take those impurities out. He knows that the gold is pure when He can look into that gold and see His own reflection.
Beloved. When life brings you to a problem, are you a VICTIM? Or are you a STUDENT?
I am praying for you.